I Am A Sickass

Been almost a week sitting home, sleeping home doing nothing. I am such a sickass, inanity - what a depressing week. After so many things had happened in my life for the past one week, I thought life would eventually be better but I was just merely hoping. With temperature, hoarseness of voice, running nose, stiffness of muscles, bloody diffuse headache really scared myself a little about H1 N1 - now as one of the top rank infectious in Moscow(too). Not only H1N1, only minor Influenza A causing really bad prognosis eg. closing schools and all.

Thank god, after soooooooo many days sleeping and resting home - I am much better now. My first time being home so many days for the sake of sickness, normally I do still go for classes unless I couldn't walk, but this time, I dare not risk my life getting any superinfection out there. My headache persist until now predominantly occipital part. I need NSAIDs everynight before bed.

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Now and again, I need some good-looking pictures of the delicious food I couldn't eat NOW - at least to sweeten my saliva a lil vs. my bitterness of mouth resulting from overtaking drugs by skipping lots of meal. I am becoming a skeleton soon.

Look at the yummy yummy Tandoori Chicken with Beriayni . . .
and the Steamed Glutinous Rice with chicken a.k.a Loh Mai Kai I made last week. Make me DROOL right now.

Food can really make you FAT and happy at times!

Food And Mood

Last weekend I had a 3-day-weekend and I did not really make full use of it - instead I just stayed home doing some easy cooking and baking. I really do heart banana cakes a lot. Well, banana cake is NOT a "superB" or a "WOW" cake but for me, it reminds myself eating banana cakes in the morning after my mum bought it back from morning-market and oh yeah with my favorite drink, soya bean. I love the taste of banana and I love the consistency of it. Its really yummy yummy and this cake I baked was really yummy too =p

Besides, it was also Halloween Day. Believe it or not, I stayed home again doing nothing. Not being invited or did not invite anyone over for some stupid under depression mood I had. And again instead, I made Chinese crullers a.k.a Yau Char Kuai. It is literally translated as Oily-Fry-Ghost. Hee. Most chineses know what's this - double crunchy thingy and I absolutely agree that everyone had tasted it, love this no-taste-oily-little browny long thingy. And also it is one of the most frequent-eat-breakfast for HongKies. It can be served with Bah Kut Teh, Congee, DimSum, Kopi-O and for me I love best eating it with Kaya. And etc etc more. After frying them, I ate it with Bah Kut Teh for my dinner XD

It's holiday tomorrow. AGAIN. And for some any other reasons, we might have our holidays until next week. Something funny happened today in the hospital, hmmm some said I have guts taking his hp number and some said he might think that I have some "fishy" things going on with him. Hump! Nothing like that haha. Not at all. He is married for god sake, BUT well I can't deny that he is cute, young and oh yeah hes a professor. O_O Your eyes are wide open too right? DENG. I took his hp for some reasonable reason okay =)

Hopefully good things gonna happen more after today. I'd changed myself to a more positive girl since don't know when which is a good thing but self-depression can't help sometimes. And a lot of things going wrong around me lately, back home and back here. I must make myself busy, keep myself happy to remind myself that I deserve a happy life better than anyone else! Yeah I really do. So, I think I am gonna cook more, bake more, sleep more and oh yeah study more to keep myself at work and stop being a worry-wart.

-Off to bed-

Oh yeah thanks for the huggies buggies kiggies from you know who you ( you guys) are. Heeeee.

My Last Summer

My fingers' been itching to update a post and I'd been thinking so long because I have nothing interesting to blog about. And I am sure you are not really interested to read about my life in words, life that more than you should know. My brain never stop functioning, remembering myself how much I'd been missing my last summer trip in states. I really miss the stressfree carefree whateverfree life I had - the food, the companions, the beaches, the nature, shopping and etc. etc.

If I have ONE wish to be granted NOW - I wish I could to fly away for a long-long break (at least out of this room) BUT of course a-free-trip-all-in Hee. I wish everything I am missing right now appear JUST right in front of me. DAMN. It's really depressing sitting HERE. Please grant me . . . Please grant me . . .

FOOD

Ma lovely delicious plate of Pigpick at Jimmy's BBQ NYC
I miss eating Hush Puppies. I really LOVE'em

The best roasted duck - Chinatown London

My favorites for morning Dimsum breakfastThe biggy longy snow crab I had in Crab Shacks . . . YummyA decent plate of Nasi Lemak with Anchovies & Prawn Sambal I cooked.The Florida Lobster at Sam Seltzer

Malaysian-Singaporean Food at Farmer's Market L.Angeles

ROOTBEER I heart

A place where you can hangout when you are bored,
a place where you can watch all the blockbuster movies,
English cinema that you can NEVER find in Moscow.(How pathetic?)

Ziegfeld Cinema NYC

Oh My Oh Miami Beach - The BEST beach ever.The best people seeing beach,
the best ocean I ever had.I miss soaking under the sun,
I miss roasting my skin on the beach.

The Niagara Falls.
The best ride I had - under the fall.The Maid Of Mist.

Goshhhh . . . My best road trip to Vegas. Best companions.

Shamu Shamu the killer whale XD
The most entertaining show in SeaWorld

The little cutie cutie penguins . . .

Most memorable fireworks at Magic Kingdom DisneyWorld Orlando, Florida

It was superBBbbrrr . . . Niceeeeeeeeee

Please GRANT me . . . NOW
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Humdrum.Day

I was muddled by endless facts and diagrams, knowledges addled my brain. Stupid efforts I made, end up myself with a bleary mind. I have more than a few questions in my mind.

Why does human has a heart and why blood keep flowing in us? Wouldn't it be better if life can be improved by technologies, as in changing the world to a robotic-world. Robotic = no feeling = bad for you maybe or good for me or you I don't know. Nobody needa worry abt death and no doctors needa study about heart anymore. No emotions, no sensation, we might no longer feel happy but at the same time no longer feel pain or sad. No suicidal case in this world anymore because nobody that you need to care or to be cared.

If the creator (god or science, you choose) has decided to let heart beats in us, then why don't you create a book, ONE book with thousands or millions pages I don't mind - so that everyone can study the same one thing in same one book with a proper algorithm. No hassle. No confusion. Happy us. Happy me.

But facts really threw me. Best is to go bed and stop my machine. A bored day.

PigPick

My travel blog Pigpick (click here!) is
finally back alive ! ! !
Because only NOW I can upload picturesss without hassle.
The faster & better internet is back just days ago.

So welcome back & stay tuned . . .

Yellow.Orange.Red.

With the promising good weather last Sunday, we went out for a walk again at the same park we went last month, Tsaritsyno Park. We were expecting real nice view and trees but unfortunately we liked it average only. The leaves turned from green to yellow, orange, red or purple (earlier I assume), and it started to fall since days ago, left dried branches with a few leaves left on them.

But the lucky part is that we found (only) 2 trees which are nice - one with yellow leaves and the other with red. I really heart the red one very much. It was my best Autumn outing throughout 6 years in Moscow.

I LOVE the red onesMy favorite picture of the day XD
-Off to bed-

Autumn Oh Autumn

My last Autumn season in Moscow, and also my first time Autumn in Moscow! Hehe... Well its actually my FIRST time taking pictures during Autumn. Lotsa people love this season the best, but as for me I am not sure which one I like the most but definitely not the winter, in Russia. I do love Autumn too but I would love it better if lesser rainfall.

Autumn oh Autumn...

Only manage to take a few pictures because its kinda cold and windy. And hopefully the weather will get better - because I really need more Autumn's pictures XD

Uploading only 3 pictures take me forever with this new internet connection - really sucky. I uploaded them overnight and went bed! And..... publish now - The weather is sooooooo nice - Sunshine Sunday! Kubi is heading out XD